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| Everyone is alone. Everyone is empty. People no longer have need of others. You can always find a spare for any replacement. Any relationship can be replaced. I had gotten bored of a world like that. But for some reason… the thought that someone other than you might kill me never occurred to me. Say, what do you think? After this, will you be able to find a replacement for me? |
maybe it was because you didn't loved yourself
maybe it was because i cried a lot
and didn't tell you about it
maybe it was because you couldn't understand me
maybe it was because i hated myself all the time
and didn't tell you about it
maybe it was because you only loved me when i was soft
maybe it was because i found it hard to trust you
and didn't tell you about it
maybe it was because you were obsessed
maybe it was because i liked lying
and didn't tell you about it
you said to me that you hate me and that i am bad
i'm (not) sorry
please (don't) forgive
i'm trying to be a good girl
a magical girl
a girl you wish me to be
but i want destruction and death and
yes, i am (not) bad
i (don't) want you to hate me
so hate me
please
maybe then i could love you
i always understood only painful love
